1 00:00:01,450 --> 00:00:02,790 I still love Tommy. 2 00:00:03,570 --> 00:00:05,030 That part is easy to say. 3 00:00:05,850 --> 00:00:07,970 It's true in all the ways that count on paper. 4 00:00:08,550 --> 00:00:13,350 I love the way he always knows when my car needs gas, the way he reaches for my 5 00:00:13,350 --> 00:00:17,770 hand instinctively when we go shopping together or when we watch a scary movie, 6 00:00:18,030 --> 00:00:22,770 the way he still finds it amusing when I accidentally tell the same joke for the 7 00:00:22,770 --> 00:00:23,770 20th time. 8 00:00:24,970 --> 00:00:27,950 But the truth is quieter and heavier on my heart. 9 00:00:28,690 --> 00:00:30,130 I'm not in love with him anymore. 10 00:00:34,990 --> 00:00:36,410 But lust has a pulse. 11 00:00:37,730 --> 00:00:40,090 It's a life force and a hunger. 12 00:00:40,990 --> 00:00:44,850 It's a feeling that someone sees the part of you that he used to see. 13 00:00:45,390 --> 00:00:50,430 The euphoria of feeling desired in the way you've been craving for too long. 14 00:00:53,090 --> 00:00:57,530 When you work closely with someone, fantasies can run rampant. 15 00:00:58,430 --> 00:01:02,810 The first time we acted on it, I felt like I'd been electrocuted. 16 00:01:04,040 --> 00:01:09,300 I knew where it was headed, but I needed to be seen sexually again so badly. 17 00:01:09,840 --> 00:01:12,400 I simply didn't listen to my conscience. 18 00:01:33,480 --> 00:01:37,920 Okay, sweetie, so I'll see you Sunday. I'm going to be in meetings all day, so 19 00:01:37,920 --> 00:01:40,900 if you need me, just text me, and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. 20 00:01:41,240 --> 00:01:42,240 Have a safe flight, honey. 21 00:01:42,840 --> 00:01:43,840 Okay. 22 00:01:44,300 --> 00:01:45,300 I love you. 23 00:01:45,400 --> 00:01:46,400 I'll see you Sunday. 24 00:01:46,920 --> 00:01:47,920 I love you, too. 25 00:01:49,540 --> 00:01:50,540 Bye. 26 00:01:51,720 --> 00:01:52,780 It wasn't a lie. 27 00:01:53,760 --> 00:01:55,380 He didn't do anything wrong. 28 00:01:56,580 --> 00:01:57,880 That's the cruelest part. 29 00:01:58,960 --> 00:02:01,400 But now, I was in too deep. 30 00:02:01,870 --> 00:02:03,390 And I needed to feel him again. 31 00:03:53,070 --> 00:03:55,870 Thank you. 32 00:05:36,020 --> 00:05:37,580 This one's getting a little tight, huh? 33 00:06:26,230 --> 00:06:27,990 hmm hmm hmm 34 00:07:01,930 --> 00:07:02,930 Hmm. 35 00:07:59,060 --> 00:08:01,400 Thank you. 36 00:08:44,169 --> 00:08:45,170 Hmm. 37 00:16:16,140 --> 00:16:17,140 Thank you. 38 00:18:36,650 --> 00:18:37,650 Thank you. 39 00:19:37,350 --> 00:19:38,350 God bless you. 40 00:21:01,580 --> 00:21:02,980 Yes. 41 00:21:49,649 --> 00:21:52,450 Thank you. 42 00:23:15,760 --> 00:23:16,760 Mm -hmm. 43 00:23:16,880 --> 00:23:17,140 Mm 44 00:23:17,140 --> 00:23:28,560 -hmm. 45 00:25:28,140 --> 00:25:29,140 Uh, 46 00:26:16,040 --> 00:26:17,040 No. 47 00:27:01,420 --> 00:27:02,420 Oh my God. 48 00:27:43,500 --> 00:27:44,500 I'm expecting a call from you. 49 00:27:44,880 --> 00:27:46,240 Isn't there a three hour time difference? 50 00:27:47,440 --> 00:27:48,440 Where are you? 51 00:27:48,720 --> 00:27:49,720 I'm at work. 52 00:27:50,260 --> 00:27:52,700 I'm about to have a classroom full of students in 20 minutes. 53 00:27:54,800 --> 00:27:58,800 Well, I'm sorry, but there's something I need to tell you and I can't wait. 54 00:28:00,540 --> 00:28:02,040 Tommy had a confession to make. 55 00:28:02,680 --> 00:28:04,280 He wasn't on a business trip. 56 00:28:04,980 --> 00:28:06,780 He had been seeing another woman. 57 00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:09,660 It hit me like a ton of bricks. 58 00:28:11,260 --> 00:28:15,700 Suddenly... I realized I thought I'd been getting away with something, but it 59 00:28:15,700 --> 00:28:16,960 still seemed like a fantasy. 60 00:28:18,040 --> 00:28:23,500 I had been mourning a love I thought I had outgrown by acting recklessly, but 61 00:28:23,500 --> 00:28:27,400 now I see that it was he who had outgrown me.